A new beginning....?

So on Myspace I started talking to this guy, we'll call him D. Not a very interesting pseudonym as it's the first initial of his first name, but oh well.

We've talked, we've hit it off. We have so many things about ourselves that are so alike that it's scary.

I am not rushing things. Well I kind of rushed into something with him...but it's what I wanted.

I don't know what is going to happen or where this is going to lead, but it's going to be exciting to find out.

Eh.

I haven't posted much because I haven't felt like talking about what has been going on. I'll probably make an update entry later.

But here is some news...got a new haircut and finally took a new picture.

Here is me, July 2006:

Here I am today, March of 2007:

So...what do you think?

So now that I'm 29...

I feel old. Really old. I'm thinking it was those two years that I had three visits in the hospital, catching up with me. Or maybe is was the stroke.

I feel so tired and have no idea why. Nothing is really stressing me right now that I can tell. Maybe my subconcious is fighting with itself. Who knows?

I do know that next year, for my 30th, I am going on a trip. Where, I don't know. Who with, whoever wants to come. I just want to get away and celebrate BIG. For a while there a bunch of my doctors (and I have had 7 at one time) thought that I might not have made it.

So instead of New Year's Resolutions, I have resolutions for this year. Things to Change Before I Turn 30.

1. Go back on the weight loss program I started before and that actually worked. My Dream Goal is to lose 100 pounds by 30 years old. To be realistic I will settle for 75. (Yes, I am a big girl for those who don't know.) I lost over 40 pounds before so I know I can do it.
2. Try not to dwell on the stupid things. Be happy I am alive and have someone who loves me.
3. Curse less. Fuckity fucking fuck, and all that.
4. Get a new job with benefits ASAP so I can get back on all the pills I am supposed to be taking. It's a miracle I haven't landed in the hospital again. I thank God, Allah, whoever happens to be up there for that.
5. Get out of my negative mindset. I always think the worse and it has been shown to me that it can be a detrimental way of thinking.

So basically I want to be a happier, HEALTHIER person. I don't think any of the things I listed will be too hard for me to accomplish. I'm sure there are more I can think of too, so I might add back to this entry later.

Ya'll have a peachy day.

New Blog

I wanted to start a new blog. Something new to coincide with all the new changes in my life. I'm not necessarily running or hiding from the past...I just want to move forward with my future.

So here I am.

Bacardi Trix is a nickname that was given to me by my friends and has seem to have stuck. So I decided to use it here too. I already use it on my Myspace.

I'll be posting soon. I have a lot to say.

Gotta go with the family to get the tree but I will be back. :)